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Thursday, October 1, 2009

Down

Everybody has "down in the dumps" type of feelings from time to time....I'm having a whole week it seems like. Monday I woke up feeling sluggish...Tuesday more so...Wednesday I was just in an altogether bad mood and I figured out why:

  1. I don't have a job...that annoys the hell out of me, though I'm still getting a check from my previous job and will be for a little while longer now...it's not gonna last forever and then what am I gonna do? Like I said before I've never not had a job.
  2. I want to go back to school but I haven't made any strides towards that, I'm the QUEEN of procrastination and I need to be getting my transcripts in order and meeting with my academic advisor.
  3. My finances aren't in order like I'd like them to be, I had a financial blueprint of sorts and getting laid off threw me off that track, now I'm set back 6 months-a year.
  4. My love life....or lack thereof....Milk is throwing me, I've decided that I just want to be friends...but he kinda doesn't wanna take no for an answer.
All of this put me in a funk for most of the day....

Today is better, but still I'm stressed.

So instead of sitting around upset today, I decided to wash my hair, clean house, and put up this blog...over all just being productive....keeping myself busy.

I hate putting up blogs like this but I had to do it for my piece of mind, old Epitome will be back shortly folks, promise.

Peace n blessings

9 comments:

SandhiBeaches said...

Its a temporary thing. :-) Keep your head up !

zodiac said...

man listen, keep ur head up mama cause even though times get hard we gotta rise above, u feel me? and as far as goin back to school goes girl just do it...and try to keep the stress under control cause stress is a killer

Bella said...

oooooooo twiiiinnnnn things are gonna get eeeeeasier *oh-ooo-oh* things'll get brighterrrrr :)

allow me to further quote some 2pac for you:

if you can make it through the night there's a brighter day, everything'll be alright if ya hold on, it's a struggle everyday gotta roll on...

dear mama :)

just think of lil man, poke that chest out and life that chin twin! i have faith in you *hugs*

Bella said...

*lift that chin. oops lol

khaki la'docker said...

awww man... im with Miss S... it's only temporary. I can always come down there and do hoeshit with you if that'll make you feel better :)

Krissy said...

Yep, we all go threw it, Things will get better.

Monique said...

I'm sorry you have to go through this but things will work out. As cliche as it sounds, they do. You just hang in there and get up off your butt and make some moves. *wink*

William H. said...

stay focus hun! I feel you on these types of blogs, sometimes the blogs is like a diary and you need to vent. I do this once in a blue, you feel after you release it. what about sex life...no? hehehe...

William H. said...

good*