Blast from the Past

Soooo...I saw B4N the night before last...for those of of you who don't know who B4N is...he is the man who was knocking my cervix into my throat on a daily basis earlier this year...you can read about him in the archives...for yall that's too lazy to read, I'll give you some basic info:

I was fucking him cause he was cute...but essentially I was his other woman...he was a drug dealer with no job, no car, who lived with his baby's mother....

I know, I know, you thinking: Not Epitome! She would never sink so low!

But I did, it is what it is....all of these factors made him perfect for the no strings attached type sex I was looking for at the time...I ended up caring for him but not in a 'I want you to be mine' type of way...but he did end up feeling that way...so because of this (as well as my decision to become celibate) I had to cut him loose...even though the sex WAS mind blowing...last time I slept with him was in May...I've talked to him briefly since then...but nothing serious...but in August I cut off all contact from him, wouldn't answer his calls, wouldn't text him back...nothing.

And still he persisted...since he couldn't talk to me directly he just had convo's with my voicemail instead lol. So his birthday was last Saturday, he called me....I didn't answer...but I did text him happy birthday later in the day. Then on Monday, he calls me...I see his name flashing on my caller ID and before I knew it I was saying "Hello"...his voice was excited, "Finally! You picked up! How are you stranger?" He asked me to come see him...I oblige...why? I'm not right likely sure....but I did go to see him. I see him walking towards my car....and he looks GOOT....yes with a 'T'. Fresh out the barber chair good. Smelling good. But that's all there was, I wasn't turned on by him like I was in the past, yes he looked good, but that was it, nothing more. He gets in my car, we catch up...he says he doesn't live with his baby's mother anymore, he has a 9-5 job but still hustles, has a car, but no license, no girlfriend but went on a date recently with no chemistry really being there. I tell him I got laid off, my son started school, told him ever so briefly about Milk, then after that he tries to lay the mack down.

"You look good....real good." -him

"Thanks, you do too." -me

"So why were you avoiding me?" -him

"There was nothing left to say, everytime I talk to you or come around you trying to fuck. I don't need that, I asked you to respect my wishes, and you didn't...so that's why." -me

"I understand...it's hard though. Being around you is like telling a fat kid to guard a wedding cake with no one else in the room...you know he gonna wanna swipe his finger at the icing for a little taste." -him

"Well this is one cake you won't be tasting again." -me

"Harsh." -him

"It is what it is...so why did you keep calling me anyway?" -me

"I told you....I like you...I like you as a person, you're interesting and fun...I loved you as a lover. But I liked you first as a friend. And besides, you already know I'm persistant." -him

"So you was just gonna keep calling until I picked up?" -me

"Yep." -him

"How you figure I would one day?" -me

"I just did....and obviously I was right...because here we are." -him

"Hmm." -me

"So FRIEND...you should let me take you out sometime." -him

"Huh?" -me

"Yeah, like dinner...dancing...you know...a date." -him

"Oh no, I don't think so." -me

"What? Two friends can't hang out?" -him

"Two friends can...me and you however cannot." -me

"Okay, well will you answer my calls now?" -him

"Maybe...not all...but some." -me

He laughs...we get out of my car, I give him a church hug (pat on back, booty poked all the way out) and get in my car...and that was that.