Porcelain Doll

Porcelain Doll - Chrisette Michele

^ This song is how I feel about most of the men I have met.

I love Chrisette Michelle. I don't meet alot of people that like her...most don't like her voice but I love it.

"I need you to stop treating me as if I'm simple or naive, as if I don't know nothing about the world"

"I appreciate all the love, the constant catering kisses and hugs, but lately I'm wondering what you do it for, if the reason you act all over sweet is cause you want to keep me on a leash"

"If you wanna cradle me like a little girl, and lock me down, I'm not your possession"

"Here's the thing you wanna put me in fancy clothes, and take me everywhere you go, and show me off to all your fancy friends"

This is exactly how I feel like alot of the men I encounter see me. Just a pretty little play thing. A trophy that is good for nothing else but admiring. I don't know what it is about me that attracts these kinds of men, but for whatever reason I do. Someone once told me, "You're role is to be seen and not heard, just sit and be pretty"...Actually told me that. I am by no means an airhead or ditz. I have intelligent conversation and plenty of opinions and views I love to share. I enjoy dialogue. But these guys tend to think that I don't :-/

My ex was FAMOUS for this. And I let him mold me into whatever he wanted me to be simply because since we got together so young I thought that's what you were supposed to do. Took me 6 years to find out that it wasn't. But even since him I've run into the same type of guys who just want me to be the "pretty face" puzzle peice in their life.

Peace and Blessings all...thanks for being interested in my rants and raves lol.