I made a decision today...it's been weighing heavy on my mind for the past...I don't know...3 weeks now? And I committed to it today...
I've decided....
To be....
.......
.......
Celibate.
*Aye, somebody get these fainting bitches some water and smelling salt! STAT!*
I know! I know! Shit is crazy. BUT...I feel like I need to do this. I need to get shit back on track in my life, and this is a tool, I feel, will aid that process. So ya girl is closing shop figuratively speaking (lol) until I find something profound. No use in wasting my sex partner count unnecessarily. It's not high in my opinion and I'd like to keep it that way. Besides it's so much extra shit that comes with dealing with guys...ESPECIALLY when there is sex involved and I have just been moving from one to the next it seems since me and the ex called it quits. I need to FULLY be just by myself.
No fucking
No touching
No rubbing
UNTIL...it's something deeper than just the physical connection.
And I thought I was going to go back and forth with the decision...but...TRULY...I feel so good about it.
HOPEFULLY....I will continue to follow through with it cause akin to what Rick James said...
Dick is a helluva drug!
But I'll make it! I can do anything I set my mind to! I hope
3 comments:
I hope so too! I'm already getting tested left and right lol
HAHAH THATS HOW IT USUALLY GOES MAM
you can dooooo eeeeet!! :)
longest i made it was 7 months but the person i finally gave it to, im still with after 3 years, so it does pay off when u wait for that special connection :)
and since i KNOW how it is, i will be praying for you lol
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