I swear I find myself in the oddest "relationships" since I broke up with my ex...
Tiger...the "asshole who wasn't even all that fly" dude...
B4N...the "broke drug dealer with baby momma drama" dude...
Milk...the "not my type at all" dude...
Socks...the "I was curious and had some time to kill" dude...
Gate...the "work all the time phone buddy" dude...
And several others who didn't make it more than a week or so...now I have 3-11 and Duval...let me hip you to them right quick.
3-11....
Known him for a couple years...scratch that...I've known OF him for a couple years, numbers were exchanged and I got to know him, he's cool a lil weird...in the year that we have been
FAIL!
But then the next day he tells me how much he enjoyed my company and how good I looked etc. Color me confused...when I brought up how I was throwing out my best flirting he said he "wasn't aware" **eyeroll** and also talked about how he's usually nervous around me because "you're like...perfect...imagine you meeting a celebrity crush, that's what you're like to me" **sigh**
Why do I waste my time with him? I don't know...something about me has to see it through to the end. I need to either permenantly put him in the friendzone or actually "date" him and something in me can't rest until I get him out of the gray area we are in now.
Duval is cool...real cool, I like him alot, we are similar in alot of areas, he's goofy, I'm goofy, we quote white comedies, we have inside jokes and whatnot, and he's fione...I'm quite fond of him actually.
"So what's the fucking issue Epitome?" <---you questioning me
He lives **does math in my head** 2 hours away **sigh** sure I could make it work but I know me...I won't. I require alot of attention and the distance coupled with his work schedule doesn't really leave that much time for me so we'll see how that all plays out.
So how do all these men relate to the title of the post you ask? As I sit here and think back on some of the men I've entertained over the past couple years none of them were really right for me...I kinda think of them as...pet projects.
They were too shy, or too street, or too straight laced, too possesive...always too....something.
Am I a super saver? I know that these men have traits that will never end up working out for me in the end but I still date them.
"Well why do you dat them?" <---you questioning ya girl
Well that I don't really have an answer for that, maybe one of you psychology majors can help me out with that.
1 comment:
You date them because possibly you think there is something more to them that you don't see and dating usually opens new traits in people. Things that people don't show you when you're " just friends" I know that's why I've dated some of the men I've dated. So see if there is something more to him or if there could be more going on with us. Not everyone makes it to the dating level tho. Some men just stay in the "friendzone" and that's where I leave it. You're young. Keeping your options open is never a bad thing. We'll certainly find the right men who we AREN'T looking for them. That's how it always seems to happen.
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